Ok, so I'm bored and I decided to update my friendster. Gosh, I must be damn bored. Here's wad I wrote:
Who am I:
***PLAYFUL
People say I'm still a 10-year-old kid, despite being in my twenties. I dun tink there's anything wrong with that except for the fact that my superiors might not take me seriously, n probably under-evaluate me. But its alright since I'm not really concern about meeting expectations.
I can't help but fool around and do nonsense. You may tink I'm being a fool, but at least that fool puts a smile on your face.
A friend of mine once told me that I draw energy from the people around me. When I'm with people, my hyper-activity kicks in. But when i'm alone, I'm dead as a stone. I can't agree more.
***SIMPLE
I am a simple person (well, at least I tink I am). I don't dream of having big and posh houses, although having one would be good. Likewise, I don't see the need to own luxury goods, although I have to admit brands do tempt me from time to time.
I tink GREEN is more important. OK, so I'm a green fanatic.
***IDEALS
What's important to me in life is to live a happy life (how ambiguous can I get huh?) I am quite thankful that I am able to do something that I enjoy. I don't see the point of earning big bucks if you don't enjoy what you're doing. Teaching might be a job to many, but I'm making a difference where I work (at least I'll like to believe I am). Plus, I still get to keep my passion to dance.
Maybe I'm juz being naive and ignorant. Reality might set in one day and I might be like everyone else; caught in the rat-race for wealth. Until then, I'm gonna do what I enjoy.
***BORNED REBEL
I hate being asked to do things, unless they're from my superiors (if I wanna keep my job of course!). But other than that, I'm quite resistant to orders, and if i do comply, there'll b a frown on my face.Take treats for instance. As far as I'm concern, I tink I'm quite generous when it comes to treating colleagues, frenz, students, etc.
Interestingly, I find myself refusing to treat if I'm being asked to do so (probably because I feel like I'm being ordered to do so). And if I do encounter a stingy or calculative miser, I would not even consider treating the fella.
Ok, i'm not perfect, sue me!!!
***EMPTY
As simple as I tink I am, something's still amiss in my life. Love? I doubt it, since it didn't work out the last time. Guess I'm not ready, or maybe I've just not found the right one.
Maybe I'm not as matured as I tink I am. So why am I playing love doctor to so many people?I tink I understand people more than I understand myself. How weird can my life get?
Who I Want to Meet:
old friends:
-> St. Faith Pri-> St. Thomas Sec-> St Andrew's JC-> NUS->...
new friends:
current friends:
wishful thinking:
sUm1 whO cAn inspIRe an unInspIRED sOUl
wishful thinking 2:
a buddy? bestfriend? pal?
Blogging about bestfriends the other time really got me tinking why I dun have any bestfriends after sec sch. I tink i've given up on the idea of friendship since they only last for a momentary phase of our lives; like primary school, sec school, then JC, like a buddy to struggle with in that particular phase.
Once we go separate ways, the 'ship' gets lost. And I grew tired of steering the 'ship' by myself i supposed.
But now that i'm working, where a phase change is unlikely, mayb a buddy will do me good; a rubbish dump for all e troubles the monkeys give me, and someone to knock some sense into my senseless mind.
Where art thou my friend? Or have you been around all this while?
Maybe I juz need a pal who understands me, since I can't quite comprehend my own self.